Ever since I moved I have been having dreams every night. I am blaming it on THC withdrawal/hunger. I can only remember fragments, but in one I was boarding a bus with my little sister and my first boyfriend was seated inside. I got that same nervous feeling in my gut I always had when I was around him and had word vomit. I don't remember what all I said but I couldn't stop talking. I haven't seen nor heard from him in over 5 years and hope to keep it that way. Last night I dreamed I was on a fence witnessing a cat hunt a pheasant. The pheasant pecked away at the cat's face while trying to flee. I don't remember if the cat injured the pheasant, but I think I had seen another bird in the cat's mouth beforehand. The fence ended up falling forward but I don't know if it ended up crushing the animals. From what I gathered from dream dictionaries online is that I don't know what the hell I am doing with my life and really scared and uncertain. The pheasant represents motherhood and nurturing, cats represent feminine power, and dead or dying birds indicate disappointments. I hope I find a job soon, that way I will be too tired for my subconscious to bug me.
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